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sillybabyboyofmine

2010-09-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

babyboy !
i love you .
happy to have you .
i meant everything i've said and promised !

glad you enjoyed ya bday night . loves !

loveloveLOVE your love is my drug !

2010-08-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

your love is my drug !

looking forward for more drinking and ppAAARRTTYYY !

love you babymengmeng .

miss you every monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday , friday
fun&loving every fri night , sat and sun ! =]
with misses , hugs , kisses , fun , peace , joy and laughter ,
makes a week together !

=[

2010-07-01T03:23:00.001-07:00

havent update for eons .
piccas talk !

2010-04-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

feel like getting this dress .

2010-03-18T04:46:00.000-07:00

went universal studio with my colleague at bikini bar ,
a reg customer name gary gave it to us . =]more pics to upload but blogger is sooo slow . hmm .

and then , my auntanegla's bday yesterday .

update when im more free .
working tomorrow til sun ! =]

2010-03-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

something made me laugh for a moment .
am at my parent's place now ,
parents and sis watching tv in living room ,
comp in balcony next to the living room ,
i turned my head
and my mum asked my dad where's the remote control .
guesswhat ?!
my dad went i donno
and oh ya it's in my pocket !
soooooo adorable ! =]

anyway , totally busy . im starting school soon .
and they called me back , both bikini bar and cafedelmoar !
im totally into bikini bar ! yeahoo , here i come ! =]

2010-03-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

oh my , slept at 6am jus now .
am still at my cous place .
was watching clicknetwork.tv all the way .
damn hooked to them !

oh shite , im peeling now !
all thanks to the slight forgetfulness
of putting my sunblock due to
over excitingness for not beach vball
for the prev past 2Sats .

anyway , during the cny first 3days ,
was sooooo happy ! =]
my dad told the truth to all my bimbo relatives
that im entering ite this year . =]
then i won 20bucks at marcus's bday thru blackjack .
hanged out with my sis and cous more .

hope this coming wed gathering is a success .
tho i donno what is the main reason
that im looking forward to it , honestly .

i miss someone tho .
will never forget
that particular memory
you left with me ,
no matter what !

2010-02-25T03:40:00.000-08:00

im done with all the lies . here comes my freedom , school , work , money and friends ! to all friends out there , im sorry that you were and was neglected by me . sincerest apologies !

i am sooooooo looking forward to the near future !

2010-02-21T09:55:00.000-08:00

i really want it to be over .
really -

2010-02-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

oooh busy busy busy .
stuck with the freaking o lvl !
starting o lvl night classes soon .
then together with my ite in simei ,
for applied food science .

hmm , we wasnt chosen into the vball competition
due to registering late . totally bored !

new year is approaching .

honestly , looking forward to starting of sch
hoping that life's anew after my school start.

2010-01-19T21:42:00.001-08:00

i've set my mind . i need to stop using fb and blog . im gonna lose contact from the world .
i need to avoid you too . im done with all this shit . i have given up . technology totally defeated me . love have also defeated me . im done .

2009-10-10T21:29:00.000-07:00

jus wanna post about my grandma .
she told me she might wanna sell away
the current house and get a smaller place .
but she asked me the weirdest question of all ;
'if she were to move , would i stay with her too .'
omg , soooo silly of her .
i've already made my decision to stay with her forever !

11days more ! exams ....

later , gotta work at 4.30pm !
janah taking the first shift
so can go over see her for awhile .

nothing to post already . i have , just dowan to .
tata~

2009-09-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

back from dinner

urging for girls day out at the beach !

anyway , cant wait for tomorrow !

sorry people !

2009-08-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

shirley , i update for you ok . my blog's not dead !!

updated !*

hahahs . will update soon la guys ! =]

2009-06-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

2009-06-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

oooh la la . today laughed like mad .
met E then beach again with J , K and M .
i THINK im improving . hahhas .
anyway , left at 6.30 to go shower
as E gotta rush for her forced-to-do .
so sent her to serangoon
so then we can take the new train ride !
then to transfer to amk .
but upon reaching bishan ,
she called and said that it's not today ,
so wasted !
we could have stayed longer at the beach
and have dinner tgt too !
picked AM from her work
and she introduced us
a new but stink shit experience !
chou dou fu !!
which J totally dislike it to the very cells of his body .
poor guy , we suggested to play 007
but ended up he got forfeit
and gotta eat a piece of it .
felt disgusted and covered his nostrils
and many a times of urge of vomiting .
sorry to made you stayed for supper !
tomorrow another exciting a day ,
a big group gathering !!

nights .

2009-06-07T14:02:00.000-07:00

argh ! still totally thinkin about it .

anyways ,
really tired .

cotton on , here i come , soon !
i want a new bikini too !

and that red bag !! gone !!
pretty bad day for me .

i miss BBBBBEEEEEAAAAACCCCHHHHIIIINNNNNGGGG
already . only that !

not happy !!!!!
argh !!!!

wth bloody fuck fuck fuck

2009-06-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

victoriajomo , no47 haji lane

beach , i love you ! see you this coming tues !
i think i have release the string .
i no longer wanna care that much anymore .
now , officially , automatically ,
me time have taken over place !
pissed !
no one sees my side of the story so let it be !

for karen !

asking me to pick a card and think about it ,
without him touching the card or seeing what i've picked
and look at his wrist , that's the alphabet of the card i picked !
it really look like he burned it on his wrist . =]

glad to know him and that he is our guest artiste , Jimmy Toge .
lotsa magic shown to us too .

anyway , this coming tues ,
im going beaching !
loves it !

2009-06-01T15:15:00.000-07:00

anyway , here's a pic of ryan at his b'day .loves him !
so grown up now already .
cant carry him up for long anymore .

and bought this top today !
ytd i mean . ( not a clear one )

took this pic on the way to the shop .

everywhere is having gss !
for the whole of June !!
argh ! how to save money like that !
hais .

later meeting HP , i guess .
then after that meeting Marshmallow !
gonna acc her for her pedicure !
heard from K that outram park's not bad .

hais .
sat is coming !
pics to be updated soon by this thurs or fri . =]
loving my fringe , my naval piercg & my tatts more !

honestly , afraid of the swine flu that killed 99ppl so far .
5 cases of h1n1 in sg within a week ,
what else wouldnt you expect from it !
think about it !
am not afraid of getting it ,
but just don wanna be quarantined !
or worst , die from it !

here comes my paranoi again !
all due to red riding hood again .

really addicted to my sims kingdom , ds game !
wanna start on gourmet chef soon !and also , america's next top modelthen , hell's kitchen and maybe picross .
GAMES !!!!!

2009-06-01T02:04:00.000-07:00

bought a new top at club21bazaar .
now slightly happy ,
but looking forward for a new bikini ,
then seafood
and finally , ready to start Beeeeaaaacccchhhhiiinnnngggg !

ytd went east coast to have dinner ,
as usual , i only had red sea bass with sambal
then saw a new surf shop there , so went to take a look .
i saw the most cutest nicest bikini
which i think that i wanna get it straight after i saw it !!
but it's like $85 for the bikini set and $65 for the shorts
(or vice versa, whichever ! i want both of it !)
i saw Marshmallow !
we gave each other a big hug+squeezin of the cheeks and we gotta go .
til now , i stil think that i was dreaming .
it really make me feel that the world is small !!
thanks whoever that lead us to have dinner there and we bumped into each other !
ok , that's FATE . i guess .
misses her so much !

anyway , tomorrow meeting HP for K's pres shopping .
then wed night , K's bbq !
sat afternn , helping G , dinner time with daddy .
looking forward to sun !!

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo noooooooooooooooooooo

2009-05-28T12:45:00.000-07:00

NO SEAFOOOD & NO SHOPPING
it's killing me to the every living cells of my body !!!

though it's 2 weeks more at most !
and i've tolerated for 3 weeks .
but what gotta give ,
gotta give .
o fuck .
i really cant stand it anymore !!!

look at all this !

o fuckkkkk !
im dying !

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anyways , tomorrow's my aunt chalet ,
bet im gonna snack on whatever seafood ,
just alittle !!

cant wait for next wed !

suddenly ,
have the urge to go get my driving license .
=]
jus thinking about it*

2009-05-27T03:13:00.000-07:00

this fri , aunt's chalet
sat , dinner with beachies
then maybe J's bbq with D .
next wed , K chalet .
june6 , helping G .
june10 , 98.7 at the beach !

so many things coming up , so happy .

2009-05-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

met them last sat for dinner at carl's jr .
all those fun we all had ,
i will nvr forget them .

nowadays ,
down with flu !

anyway , did this up .

met W and Sz before meetin beaches . =]

gotta wait at least 2weeks more !
seafood , im reaching out to you soon .
and i shall have no mercy !!!!!!

2009-05-16T01:47:00.000-07:00

oooooooooooooh .
i want my beach vball routine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh ........... freaking miss the beach !!
oh man ....
=[

the only good things now is that my tatts and piercing
are totally annoying me with the itchiness .
fish !!
but my stud is able to move alittle !
faster heal faster heal !

anyway , forget to post this little catty .

have nvr take pics with this top .

hmm , i still thinks that it look weird .

craving for sooo many things that i cannot eat now .
seafood !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i want starbucks too .
oh man , i feel so miserable this whole week ,
and it will continue for at least a month .
but i will try to tolerate it ,
for the sake of good recovery of my piercing !!

T.T

anyway , tomorrow heading down to
marina square to hunt down shorts for my big ass !
and then to boon lay to find FX2 regarding my irritating hp prob .
i want Nokia E75 !cost around 600-700 bucks for new set !

oh man .
and then , going Japan on July23rd with Joseph , Margaret and Chengyang !
Her b'day is 1day after mine !
so cool.

the only only only thing that im super looking forward to is beach !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

totally extremist !

2009-05-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

red riding hood took her basket of fruits and left !

mother's day was normal .
still got alittle tan from sat beach
tho i bought the sunblock and did apply !

marshmallow couldnt meet me ytd .
it's ok . there will be another day then .

mon , i was an extremist !

really fuckin pain !

and then ,

totally a fun mon !!
muahahahs .

oh fcuk !

2009-05-07T10:17:00.000-07:00

oh fcuk !
red riding hood is in the house !
yo yo , fcuk off .
argh !!

ytd had dinner at the shop next door .
forgotten to pic the main course
but here's the fruit salad yoghurt .

sunday , mother's day ,
not really celebrating it as grandpa not feeling well ,
so visitin him instead .
but gonna draw a card for mummy .

watched star trek today ,
no comments ,
that reddy girl is pulling my mood down down down !

but still lookin forward to sat !!
gonna get sunblock for sure .

tatt and piercing on mon !
J piercing her monroe tgt with my naval !
then gonna miss a month of beach , argh !

maybe next tues meetin marshmallow .

and oh ya , got this up .
drew it myself !!

2009-05-06T02:18:00.000-07:00

la vita viva una volta

hey hey

2009-05-05T02:48:00.000-07:00

sunday

well spent weekends .
sun met WL around 7 ,
shopped for her clothing .
ate cafe cartel again .
chat til 11
then decide to join her
for Kbox with her colleagues .
monday
had Roti Kirai for dinner
together with gadogado
then helped them with colourin the hookdecided to BeachVBall every Sat as a routine !
i always love enjoying something i love .
esp when it's not done for a long time .

but gotta get sunblock ,
gotta protect my tatts .
might get a naval within this month !

(♥)

ohmy

2009-05-02T10:45:00.000-07:00

woke up at 8.20am ,

first thing in my mind was reminding myself that i gotta bring vball ,
reached there 10mins earlier without the vball !!
so dumb !

they went to eat first then went to get mineral water .
vball today was better than last week as the weather was cooler ,
went down to the sea with A and the rest , finally !! =]
then ate pastamania for dinner !

later on , in the late afternoon ,
meeting WL again !!
hmm , cant wait .

hais , honestly , im not really happy today .
i donno how to describe it here .
now waiting for marshmallow to call me !!

oh.................

2009-05-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

so tired this few days ,

been helping out with the new shop .

last sat went beach ! finally , something that i adore loads .
A told me something that i really felt bad for .
she told me that i've already fly her 5 planes in total when i asked .
im really sorry , i didnt realised .

then sun met WL for dinner at Cafe Cartel ,
we chatted til the shop closed ,
starbucks closed , took last train
and even passed her own last bus home .
sorry to have made you take cab with our chitty chatty .

tomorrow , beach again !!
im gonna make it my routine ,
it's my way of relax and enjoyment !
next sat will be joinin them for dinner .

sun meetin WL in the late afternoon !
so happy that my weekends are being well spent .

hais , really stressed over with my studies !
it's killing me .

havent been catchin up with my family for 3wks or so .

and gotten myself a suicidal decision that i gotta live with .
trying to accept it .
(♥)

a few weeks back ,
passed ryan the stuff that i bought for him .
he totally love it .
seein him so happy , i gave him 2big hugs .
really really delighted to see him . =]

quite a happy day for me

2009-04-23T11:57:00.000-07:00

i packed the room !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and left to meet WL for dinner and walk at tm1 .
we chatted til 1+am !
for soooo long , i havent been spendin my time like that .
really enjoyed myself even it's jus normal chatting .
really hope that i could do this more !

tired of life

2009-04-10T03:28:00.000-07:00

going back school soon .

marshmallow , waiting for ya sms or call after ya trip .
really hope you enjoy yaself there . =]

another usual da but more day dreamings

2009-03-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

it's dooodolls .!

the day before , met my sis and cous ben .
came over to paradiz centre together ,
they wanna have sushi .

ytd morn , went to visit R at sgh.
really feel for him and his gf and family .
i know that he will recover ! he will !

then went to Qsw to find MP .
and drew this for fun .big improvement already , ya !

today going back home for dinner .
hmm .....
hope to get to see Ryan !!

2009-03-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

went over to the IT show ,

didnt bought anything so decided to go eat ,
ate at ichiban bushi restaurant .

cant live without my Cha Soba
Dessert !! Momo Peach !
love at first sight ,
even from the menu book .
It really look like peach ,
for goodness sake .

cab home and watched "Unexpected Access"
then "Incredible Tales" .

now blogging before start to play left4dead . =]

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and almost forgotten to upload this pic
for that movie marathon day .

2009-03-14T01:50:00.000-07:00

ytd night event , Gothic Night .
was alittle off for me , i jus cant get myself into it .
but jus sat there til they are done tattooin .
hope this video below works .

after that we went circuit road to eat .

oooooh so bored .
havent been eating fast food for quite a time .
then movie !! maybe "He's Just Not That Into You" .

hmm

2009-03-13T01:14:00.000-07:00

went to watch 2 movies within a day .
'Push' & 'Kungfu Chef' .
push wasnt that bad ,
quite cool with all the power users .

met marshmallow that day and we took a usual plan .
but we ate the soup spoon for late lunch cum early dinner .really hope she find it ok , at least .

so much to blog about !!

2009-03-03T23:57:00.000-08:00

ate pastamania for dinner

then watched my bloody valentine at ehub .

before lunch time !

my lunch , sausage bun with
chilli con carne sauce and fries .

and to the beach !

2009-02-26T15:12:00.000-08:00

sorta jus finish watchin spirited away !

last night , the girl who leapt through time .

=]

demand for personal totoro

2009-02-24T13:39:00.000-08:00

5.39am .
jus finished watching "My Neighbour Totoro" .
soooooooooo cute !!! argh !!

i demand for a personal room of soot sprites & a Totoro !

my next movie will be ,
"Spirited Away"
&
"The Girl Who Leapt Through Time"

=] cant wait !

i think i made up my mind

2009-02-24T03:30:00.000-08:00

i think i made up my mind by enrolling o lvl at dhobyghaut's bmc .

ooooh bored !!!!

finally downloaded left4dead .
but abit scared to play . donno all the controls and stuff .
haiyo !

anyway , came by this website ,
totally cool .
http://www.kevseow.com/
check it out if ya want .

i got it

2009-02-20T23:51:00.000-08:00

went to eat Manhattan Fish Market at whitesands ,
the service totally sucks ! and my aglio olio is too salty ,
even for myself a salt lover .
anyway , after my horrible lunch we head to Qsw .
and bought my top !!
so happy !
and had pizzahut for dinner .

jus finished 2pieces of ytd leftover pieces ,
later going over gram's place for dinner .

maybe meetin marshmallow later after my dinner .
or tomorrow .

gosh , i am so sleepy . donno why i wake up kinda early jus now .

( yawn !!) i am gonna take a nap now .

2009-02-19T12:58:00.000-08:00

anyway , bought 2 new books today too .
namely , Lois Lowry Gathering Blue &
Mary E. Lyons Letters From A Slave Girl The Story Of Harriet Jacobs .

loves*

nice days

2009-02-19T09:54:00.000-08:00

after i recieved the news about me not getting into ite ,

had dinner at Tao's Restaurant , Paradiz Centre , Selegie Rd .
it was terrific . 7 course set dinner at $29.80 per pax .

Starters : Bacon & Mushroom Gratin

& Roasted Mushroom

Salads : Fruit Salad &
Prawn Roll With Pork Floss

Soups : Cream Of Mushroom
& Cream Of Pumpkin

Main Entrees : Marinated Lamb Cutlet
& Baked Atlantic Flounder With Cheese

Desserts : Creme Brulee
& Greentea Icecream

Beverages : Ice Rose Apple Tea
& Ice Summer Peach Tea

so freaking full after it .
as all the food was at their best .
we planned to visit Tao's Restaurant every 2wks !

got a new cap a few days back !

(♥)

hmm , anyway , either later on or sat
having dinner with marshmallow .

next mon gonna hunt for private school with o lvl course .

lately , jus downloaded DjMaxFever psp ,
only tried out a few times as some of the files are corrupted .
and am hooked to a ds game ,
Professor Layton & The Curious Villagers .

(♥)

yeah

2009-02-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

not going ite .

but bad news , im gonna take my o lvl , again .

hais .
nvm . i shall cherish all the good news first !
yeah yeah .
my $38 top .
if only it is not sold yet .

my lunch . cereal with yogurt .
(jus being random)

so ....

2009-02-16T01:33:00.000-08:00

someone jus complement on my playlist ,

i know , i love it too !

we had NewYorkNewYork .
pizza and cheese fries .
then got home and rest .
played PC games .

buyin movie ticket to 'The Pink Panther 2' .
got home and made clockby recyclin boring dvds .last night , played guitar hero til 3am then sleep .
pretty early already . hahahs .

anyway , tomorrow is such a .... day for me .
i donno how to describe it .
cos tomorrow i will be inform whether i get into any ite , which i hope that i dont .
tomorrow will be meetin marshmallow for lunch too .
hais , which means that tomorrow may or not be a good day .
argh , i am soooooo nervous .

now im gonna play one round of guitar hero
tata~

jus totally at my limits

2009-02-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

foul mood !
everybody leave me alone !
especially guys .

*apologise that im so cranky now .
menses !!

pretty good day

2009-02-10T07:48:00.000-08:00

she is my beloved tues date !!
met her around 3+ ,
she had mos burger ,
chat over it .
went for walks ,
or should say shopping !!
then had my lunch .club sandwich
not so nice toast

bought this !

(♥)

2009-02-08T20:23:00.000-08:00

soooooooooooooo happy !!

meeting marshmallow tomorrow !!!!!
no plans yet , so far .

today havin dinner for the
last day of new yr with my dad side family .

movin back home soon .
gonna concentrate on my studies , seriously .

sooo tired nowadays .

(♥)
really loving my own playlist .

ooooooh bored

2009-01-30T07:18:00.000-08:00

currently at my cous place .
spendin time . doing nothing actually .
lotsa pics but sooooo lazy to update and blog about this few days .
busy with cny and my school enrollment .
hmm . got lotsa things in mind .

anyway , tomorrow meeting marshmallow !!
finally .

and finally , created a playlist of songs for myself !!
loving it . all my fav kinda songs .
hope anyone readin my blog , really enjoy and appreciates it .

i hope i cant get into any ite , so i can retake my o lvl as a private candidate

soooooooooo bored .

2009-01-24T23:04:00.000-08:00

no m375or747 pro3575per at47titu357de o74f talkin .
how884 am i 647supp84866osed to not s76tay in, it's co75m647468plic573ated .
*jus remove the number if ya concerned .

lotsa fun !

2009-01-22T11:41:00.000-08:00

(♥)
the day before ,

when i got up i saw this .went shoppin with HP
and bought a shorts ,
wanted skirt and a top for new yr .

i've recieved the long wanted msg !!!!

(♥)

The Soup Spoon'sroasted pumpkin soup & chix tikka(at the back)
cock-a-dood &thai chix verm sal .

a necklace and heels .
(♥)

later on in the afternoon ,
getting my nails done . =]
cant wait .

2009-01-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

last night made me pancake !!

accompanied sis to pastamania .
she insist that .
before she head for her 3days2nights camp .strawberry bavarese & chocolate mousse for dessert*

tomorrow gonna accompany HP
to shop for her new yr clothing .

hais .
everyday soooo bored !

2009-01-19T06:34:00.000-08:00

boring day again .
went over to simei ite
to confirm about the system .
meet MP walked around alittle .
then got home and took alittle nap
before dinner start .

jus a borin day .
hopin for the msg .

oh my

2009-01-18T00:06:00.000-08:00

havent been updatin for almost 2wks .
been feelin sick&down this few days ,
my menses cramp esp
and havin weird dreams nightly .
jus now got up around 10+
with nosebleedin !

a day before the convention i had dinner at lerk thai .

hmm . got some photos from the tatt convention .

cute girl

paul booth

joseph

chris garver

jon-denn (twn)

and bought this poster!!

and not to forget ,
roland ....

after the tatt convention ,
things happened .
nd if ya readin my blog .
im not angry with you .
i jus need to know what happened that day .
jus leave me a msg . hope that you will .

yesterday , went over to my aunt's place .
did alittle talkin then she dye my hair for me .
no more ugly blonde hair !

then played Wii with my cous .
he is sooooo adorable .
even asked me to stay over night with him .

a few days back , had fresh bulgoggi

had some fun with my sis too .

nowadays , hooked to my psp again .
Loco Roco 2,
worms open warfare2
&
Tales of The World - Radiant Mythology.

2009-01-17T09:41:00.000-08:00

havent been updatin for a looooong time .
soon to be updated ****

so excited

2009-01-08T00:15:00.000-08:00

baked cheesy chix fillet .

completed my psp game , Riviera The Promised Land
this mornin at 5+am . so so so so happy .
my 2nd completed rpg game .

hmm , so excited , later on i'll be inkin a smiley . =]
will be updatin pics of the tatt later on .

oh my

2009-01-07T03:18:00.000-08:00

woke up and went to see the doc
regardin my eyes and also my tummyaches .
got home and sleep again .

woke up and went to da pao food for myslef
and drink tea at coffeebean .i think i see a white bear in my tea .

hais .

boring day !

tomorrow event at 11pm .
whole day gonna sleep again .

bad and awesome

2009-01-06T11:10:00.000-08:00

2appt on sunday by my friends was canceled .

mon was home the whole day ,
alone in the room ,
using comp mostly
and watched the last episode of 'Little Nonya'

today went to meet S at qsw ,
chat with C at the smokin area
then had lunch 3 of us tgt .
she brought her trackpants for alter
then we head over to jurong west in a cab
(and here's a pic)with her bro for her work stuff .
she helped me with my nails
then we chatted in a straight bus to clementi .

and not to forget our FIRST movie and beach night photos

afterwards i headed back to qsw for dinner .

tomorrow gonna see a doc again
regardin my monster eyes and my tummyaches .
and then stay at home for the rest of the day .

tues accompanyin marshmallow to her checkup .
(♥)

stupidiest mistake

2009-01-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

i went head over heels and nearly pulled the trigger .

never create another trouble with your own trouble *

2009-01-02T11:04:00.000-08:00

met marshmallow . had pastamania for dinner .
waited for her friend J to came over ,
had Mango Sago for dessert together .
then watched movie . hanged out til 2am .

hmm , my life is full of ups&downs in a day .

am tired . and lost again .

jus as i thought things are turning better , it's worst again .

i need to make my decisions soon .

*When you stretch the truth , watch out for the snapback .

oh boring

2009-01-01T21:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday , no movies with family
& no dinner with marshmallow .
went to eat subway then catch IpMan .
came back and changed the hammies babies bedding .
played psp and nothing much .

slept around 4am and got up at 12+ jus now .

going off soon to meet marshmallow .
we're going walkwalk and pastamania !!!

tomorrow P comin down to discuss tatt .
sun Q comin down with L .

oooh . everyday seems so monotone .

hmmm .

*a smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks .

oh 010109 a whole new chapter

2008-12-31T11:35:00.000-08:00

called my daddy when i got up

and asked whether do i have to hide my tatts
replied , up to me .
after changin , daddy came to pick me up .
then we head straight to uncle james' place .
we were the first to arrive .
my sis wanted to go to the swing ,
took a few pic over there .can ya see the bear with love in it's hand , =]

went back and almost everyone was there
except our all-time fav uncle thomas who fell sick .
i was stormed by the very common question ,
does it hurt .
and i've been noddin my head for the rest of the day .
then pics again .
pulled my daddy in . hees .

tomorrow mayb catchin movie with my sis and parent
then meet marshmallow in the evenin for dinner !
we got lotsa to talk about again .
(♥)

ohmy

2008-12-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

guys are hard to befriend with .

i miss my sec sch life .
so fun , so much jokes
and the only worries are studying .

yesterday , woke up around 3+ and
had late lunch cum early dinner
at Lerk Thai , whitesands .
totally spiced up my day !

after eatin we went to get a new cage for the hammies .

got home and make a changed of the beddings and cage .
took a few pics of the babies .

resting
exploring trying to climb out
no more milk for them , tryin to get some water .
but crazy mummy ran around and trample on it .
time to take a nap !

after that i start to gaming again .
hooked to " Riviera ; The Promised Land ".
this are a few of the many cute character .

slept at 6 this morn .
woke up at 12+
argh !
i wan my beauty sleep !

anyway , now is 4 ,
gotta call up my dad and ask where to meet .
later going to my dadyy's best buddies place for dinner
and all my daddy's best buddiesss will be there .
asked my daddy what should i wear and he replied casual .
i know that and rephrase my question ' mus i hide ?'
he replied up to me ! yeehaw !
i don have to hide anymore !
so so so happy . finally i can be myself .
lovies dovies .
hope the today goes well .

tomorrow evenin time meetin marshmallow to do her tatt .
fri both of us going shopping&goodfood !
(♥)

hohos !

2008-12-29T02:37:00.000-08:00

ooooh boring day !

this few days , sick .
sucky !

slept at 6am this morn
got up at 11am
used the comp all the way til 4pm
then went out to get petfood
packet food back

got home , went to check the hamster's babies .
AND...........
found out that the rat gave birth too !
to 7 babies , i think .i dare not disturb it .
bring the male rat out and fill the food up .

a few days back , changed my fatfat bedding .
decided to take a pic of him .
but like finally , after many shots .

used the comp all the way til now , 8.30pm

tomorrow meeting A ,
she wanna go for a job hunt .
and i wan starbucks !

wed night havin dinner with my daddy's best buddiesss !

thurs meetin marshmallow !!!
fri , she wanna do tatt .
i sure let her hold my hand .
as it's her first tatt .
alittle worried for her .
(♥)

hmm .

2008-12-27T12:58:00.000-08:00

GIG DAY !!

hmm , met my sis and
we cabbed to art museum
thinkin that it's there .
but , nope !
it's art house instead .

got there before it started .bought last min tickets .

chopped on our passes .

gig lasted 12pm - 10pm ,
we left at 4pm .
i admit its my bad .
its too loud for me
and the first few band ,

besides the very first one ,
is totally turn off for me ,

screamo(s) not my type .
hurts my ears .

and nowadays ,
im not feeling well .
my eye , nose and toes .
gotta spare my ears . ^.^

after leavin ,
we went opp ,
Victoria Theatre .
to get drinks from
their vendin machine . =p
hahahs .
and took a few pics .

then we walked our way back
to raffle place mrt station .
the fun ended .
got home and KO !
felt like a sick person
wantin to have some fun .
got up at about 9 ,
went to the nearest SPC to get sandwich ,
didnt eat the whole day .
and then , got home ,
locked the door and KO again .

tiring week passes

2008-12-22T12:20:00.000-08:00

a whole of a tiring days adding up to a week .

woke up at 10am , to the doc
to get my eye diagnosed .
had mac for brkfast .

got there , im like an hr late ,
sorry JC !

today was such a nice day ,
took pics !

went to visit marshmallow after beach at NUH ,
worried about her .
passed her Christmas pressie ,
accompanied her for alittle while .
*my first time sincerely wanting to visit someone at the hosp .
( i meant it )

text with liqun and asked her to plan for a meet-up soon .
askin her to invite anybody includin S
just as long as they are willing .

tomorrow really need to get my atm card done .
meetin mummy and sis for sales at downtown !

i am so tired~

today was hell !

2008-12-21T12:09:00.000-08:00

today was killing me !
slept around 3+ in the morn ,
got up at 6.30am ,
daddy came to fetch me ,
went over to my grandad's place
to pray to the ancestor then
had a small bowl of superb-ly sweet tang yuan .
went over to compass point ,
they ate lor mee .
head to tamp mall ,
got some grocery for christmas .
then they sent me home .

got home and knockout flat .

wanna catch Yesman again ,
but im a goner when i got into the room ,
the bed is my first priority for today .

that red comfort .

and finally ,
end my day with fisherman village's
German Potato Salad .

nowadays didnt really have any mood
but today was better .
so~

a few days back , met B and Hping + Mping .

hope that we can meet up soon again .*

gotta wake up at 9.30am later , visit doc later for my eye .
then head over for beach again with JC .
at night , meetin marshmallow and pass her xmas pressie .
hope she like it .

gonna take a long sleep on tues .

Christmas is coming !!!

im sorry

2008-12-19T23:42:00.000-08:00

im sorry ,
to the world .
just tired
and restless
no plans
nothing
a waste to live

oh my

2008-12-19T14:42:00.000-08:00

i feel lost again .

oooh my .

2008-12-18T03:12:00.000-08:00

stayed over my cousies' place this 2nights .
had lotsa fun . especially scramble with her before sleepin .
nothing much to do this days .

hmm , another bored week passing by .

took lotsa photos tgt , durin our outings .

totally bored *

A kiss can be a comma , a question mark , or an exclamation mark .*

my legs are dropping .

2008-12-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

oooh , woke up at around 12pm .
meet W at ps 7-11 .
we took a walk to VO .
and she did a tatt . after tatt , we had SUBWAY !
my sis then join me , the 3 of us went fareast ,
and as usual i splurge my money again .
bought a canvas and many clothins again .
took a pic with her too . =D

my legs are dead tired .
then went home and comp again .

tomorrow beaching !!!*

feel better

2008-12-08T14:03:00.000-08:00

made my decision .
but still alittle suck .
it's not over yet .

anyway , spent lotsa time with my sis .
watched pretty lotsa movies in a week .

catch phrase : you cant spell families without lies .

you dont have to have super powers to be a great person !

anime movie . airbourne war . complicated k kids .

all this show are pretty worth watching .
to pass time especially .
but it's even better to watch with someone you love .

yesterday went ikea for meatballs .
hope she's happy for yesterday at least .

tomorrow gonna be a damn boring day .
last min W cancel our date .
no mani for me til donno when .
gonna wait for her confirmation .
which i jus feel that i don have to wait .

JC havent get back to me about Wed Beachin .
hais . donno what is he up to again .
always mia so suddenly and randomly .
hope he can make it , if not i gotta wait til next mon .

now is tues , 6.15am and i am not asleep yet .
P going off soon . and he cant make it for the last dinner .
i will go on his behalf . and furthermore , they are really nice .

oh so tired *
nights !

so god damn stress

2008-12-05T11:57:00.000-08:00

i havent come up with a conclusion yet .

i am still confused .

hmm , 2days back , sent my sis back after
dinner together with marshmallow .
got home and had my granny's soup .

today , slept til 3+

lost*

=o

2008-12-04T00:17:00.000-08:00

hmm , my December is ruined .
i love it but the beginnin is gettin way too off .
so complicated i am feelin now .
it's like there's rain in a hot sunny day .

i gotta make a decision but both of it suck .

all of us are hurt now .

it suck being me ,
seriously .

fuckin screwed up

2008-12-02T20:46:00.000-08:00

sis , sorry for all the trouble but thanks .

=o

2008-12-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

emptiness filling me .

cant wait for next meetup with marshmAllow and W .

so very tired .
wan everything to stop .
mayb it's jus me too into my comfort zone .

i wan my gdnews !

simple day

2008-12-01T08:20:00.000-08:00

slept at 5.30am this mrnin all the way til noon .

met my sis around 4pm for alittle late lunch at pastamania .
catched a movie with her , wild child .

the show is actually damn cool .

she accompanied me to the pool alittle while .

tomorrow another happy day ,
going to the beach with JC ,
might have alittle surprise in the mrnin .

hmm , gonna watch an episode or two then sleep !

what a day

2008-11-30T11:38:00.000-08:00

pretty please , adore me *

i turned the job down .
meet my uncle for grocery shoppin .
went home for a short nap .
went to return my aunty her jackets .
got home and used the comp .

misses*

tonorrow going to the pool in the evenin .
tues gonna go beach with JC .
wed , pool again .
thurs meetin marshmallow for dinner ,
like finally !
fri undecided . nevertheless for weekends .

hmm . lotsa things to say , little time to express . heard an answer that made me glad . *

oh shit

2008-11-29T23:34:00.000-08:00

i turned the job down .
jus got this feelin that i gotta to .

but am touched that they did somehow
or other accepted me despite my age .
really thanks , butt sorry !

i love december

2008-11-29T09:10:00.000-08:00

hmm , got the job !! so happy about it . all i wanted !
starting tomorrow at 1pm .

buttcheeks , cathay , dhobyghaut , here i come !

anyway , today went for beach ,
was good in the beginnin but ends not the way i wanted .
nvm . not gonna go to the beach that much .

i've got a job ! i've got the job !

=p loves * i was happy once again in the end .

oh darl

2008-11-28T11:51:00.000-08:00

ate stingray and porridge jus now .
oh ya , most prob i will get the buttcheeks job !
so excited . gonna wait for their call !

tomorrow , BEACH DAY !
with A and S !!!
so very happy .
cant wait .
too excited to sleep !
gotta wake up at 9am though .

cant wait !! loves *

next thurs meetin marshmallow ,
gonna chat like nobody's business ,
take lotsa pics and have dinner+supper !

deja vu

2008-11-27T09:26:00.000-08:00

jus finish watchin 'my sassy girl'
to anyone who watched it ,
have you think like how Jordon Roark think ?
she nvr really know what the meanin of destiny ,
yet she still thinks about destiny .
how destiny bring two persons tgt is unspeakable unbelievable .

have you ever thought to yourself at any point of ya life ,
whatever you do , is it destiny that brought you to make this decision ?

have you ever thought about whether any current guy or the guy
before him or the one before or whichever will be the everlasting one ?

have you thought of the people you jus accidentally bumped into
while walkin might be someone close to you in the long run ?

have you thought of how destiny would be ?

this is the only show that made me feel like that , indescribable .
this is the only show that features someone who thinks almost the same way as me .

sometimes what you think cant be yours , may end up yours .
sometimes what you think is yours , may end up not .
sometimes youthink that what you see now infront of you is a dream but it is not .
you jus gotta grasp any whatever opportunities that is there for you and live .

never put too much hope and never don't hope .

live happily , live the way you want it that to you one day will be of no regrets .

oooh so happy for the second time !

2008-11-27T05:28:00.000-08:00

today was so happy !

anyway , made a date with W on dec .
sure will take pics with her too .
gonna accompany her do tatt then we ,
i manicure
&
she pedicure .
cant wait !

oh gosh

2008-11-26T09:05:00.000-08:00

so many things to say ,
so little time to express .

hope next week our date is confirmed .
marshmAllow , i miss you !
hmm , cant wait for our meet up .
sure gotta take lotsa pics !

argh . so many things in heart .
donno who to tell to .
donno when's the right time .
donno whether is it right or wrong .

this few days been hangin ni the air alot .
went to asked for a vacancy at my most want to work place .
left me hangin in the air again .

hais . wonderin alot of things now !
argh !

so happy today

2008-11-25T10:14:00.000-08:00

had such fun . was so very happy .
didnt get so happy for so long .
indescribable .

bored

2008-11-22T23:38:00.000-08:00

bored ! waiting for my sis to call me so i can go pick her up .
argh ! she's like so slow la. omg !

hmm , lotsa things in mind but donno who to talk to .

2008-11-22T13:31:00.000-08:00

bored !

today had dinner with my family at my anut's place .
she gave me a pair of heels . iloveher . feel so close again .
hais . so many things happened nowaday , im so sensitive .
feel so lost . really wan someone close to talk to .
now i wish time pass even faster than fast !

ARGH !!! EEEEEEEESH !!!!!!

2008-11-22T13:29:00.000-08:00

i cant sleep .
and im starting to get sensitive again .
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate myself !

2008-11-18T23:21:00.000-08:00

uploaded pics , bloggin this post , gettin clothes on blogshop .
hais . so bored again .

i wish the time could pass faster now .

2008-11-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

just another cycle

2008-11-16T11:34:00.000-08:00

hmm , went for dips in the pool this
few days to think things through alittle .
oh gosh . i love the pool on wkdays ,
kinda feel that it's totally mine only .
so glad my sis' companion ,
feel kinda bad that she gotta sit under the sun ,
really glad to have her .

hais . exams over , bored to the toes .
my family saw my tattoo jus now , screamed at me .
feel kinda lost . like what's freaking wrong with tattoo ?
what's wrong with me workin ?
am i so worthless ? why do they always gotta think for thier own face .
aint i their daughter ? or is it that all probs lie on me ?

so bored !

2008-11-14T03:43:00.000-08:00

went to the pool today with my sis ,
hmm , after that went far east ,
actually wanna have Chippy for early dinner
but my stomach hurts . hais , so sad .
went home after that . tried on this :
havent wear it for so long ,
when's the right time to wear it man !

so bored .
nvm , shall play guitar hero !

tomorrow , grandpa's b'day .
stress whatcha gonna wear !

time pass so fast , yet so slow .

o hais

2008-11-12T11:47:00.000-08:00

so bored . papers are over .
bet that it's a fail for me .
hais , gotta start lookin for jobs .

hais , everyday is bored !

i cut my finger just now and started to cry ,
as usual , actually .
but this time , i kept on thinkin why .

nvm .

gonna sleep and get fresh for tomorrow !

hmm , no anime for me to get hooked on .
nothing for me to do . psp outta game for me .
doing the same thing on the comp everyday .

so sad

2008-11-09T12:22:00.000-08:00

i found out something that i didnt know .
hais .
anyway , after tues 10am , i am free !

ilovemyself.

hate liars

oh no

2008-11-03T12:30:00.000-08:00

tomorrow another paper .
hais .

anyway , woke up in the afternn
went to eat seafood at east coast , food village .

am so bored with life , exams is totally in my way .
hais . i want sushi !!!

game freak me !

totally into
DJMAX Portable - Clazziquai Edition
&
DJMAX portable 2

ilovethem ,
ilove my pets ,
and most imptly ,
ilove my tattoos

oh my

2008-10-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

jus wanna blog .
got home at 9.30am jus now after accounts paper .
it sucked . hais . i have another paper at2 later on .
hais .

last night , played with Mini .

totally love her !

gonna catch a nap .

one week of rest after maths paper1

2008-10-24T10:01:00.001-07:00

finally , can rest , even a week , am satisfied .
only slept at 4+`5 , woke up at 7 .
got ready and went to do my maths paper .
i think outta 80 , 60 is the least .
to me , is kinda proud for me to be that confident .
as in , i didnt attend lessons for like 3months plus already .

when i finish my paper , went to the toilet to tidy myself up ,
lookin into the mirror , a pale face almost stressed out girl starin back .
time to get some sleep , is all that's in my mind .

visited my marshmallow , chat like there's no tomorrow ,
havent been visitin her for like almost 4days la .
after she finish work , she bought a top for me .

jus think its cute , somehow . like it alot though .
she bought two top for herself too .
tomorrow , going down to ehub for some worthy sales of wallet .
getting for her too , then go down visit her .

hmm , jus found out that in this world ,
never really thought that human would actually exist .
but somehow what happened , it's predictable , it kinda happened for me too .

whatever it is , what comes around , goes around .
she will get the worst in the end . i believe in karma .

nvm nvm . i like it when someone talk bad about me ,
it jus prove that they have nothing better to do then being childish ,
they never know how people actually look at them and
they jus continue their disgusting behaviour .

time to cool off and play my silent hill to relax .

lazy lazy lazy .

2008-10-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

lazy and tired to update with words
so here are all the pics instead .

bought a new cage for my three beloved .

oh !!

2008-10-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

bought 3hamsters

another wish came true .

hais

2008-10-02T11:53:00.000-07:00

was totally bored the whole .
don wanna blog much abt today .
lotsa thing happened .

marshmallow , hope ya ok now .